Jeff Mueller

Beautiful soul with bloodshot eyes Jeff Mueller

I have never been able to find meaning for my life, and I don't know how to live a life without purpose. So, I drink and do drugs to ease the pain created by the void in my life, at least that's what I keep telling myself. Until I find meaning I will continue to justify my wasted life. I don't like this way of thinking but I've accepted it. This is a story of insanity and the downward spiral that comes with it. Make no mistake, my pain was self chosen. As I sank deeper and deeper into hopelessness I hit a breaking point. Then something inside my soul began to change, to grow into something more, something beautiful.